its about T R U S T

Hey b o y ,

trust is like a shiny crystal...B E A T I F U L... A T T R A C T I VE... P U R E...,

Once you break it.. it will be U G L Y ... 

ni.. u bagi retak okeh. urghh.

L O V E life

n hello peeps~! this will the last post di mana aku akan merepek~ MEANING... post yang rase2nye tak perlulah nak di post~ ngeee! untill after final je. pastu aku kan merepek lagi.

i noe i shudnt buzzing around my blog and then thinking about wat to post. but, what da heck. skeet jer laaa.

n..i remember asking one of my friend.. >> ' dey, what to post heh?' minachi>> 'pe kate bout your love life.' me>> 'love life? podachit!' minachi>> 'chit podah!'

lately, aku pun asyik bum into something about LOVE je. aicecey, beese je la. well dah 20 kan?

jum kite check it out love quote jap>>

' i H.A.T.E you... Happy to see you . Always love you . Terribly miss you . Everyday remember you' ewaahs so you olz leh gi anta kat buipren ke gegirl ke okeh. 

' If two past lovers remain friends, they are either still in love or never were...' owh ini sentap sket bace. 

HAAAAA! ni yang nak bukak cter ni... oh yes2~ i do remember him. its 26/4~ empat tahun lepas.  yupp i was 16 *muda mudi remaje okeh* kunun2 couple with a boy. lets us call him mr.London. but after 4 bulan.. aku n mrLondon pun break. oleh kerana tomahan-tomahan yang menimpa.

and after that we DONT remain friends. title between us only> CLASSMATE.. just take one note> UMMI NAJLAA BINTI AHMAD AZHARI memang setia. sebab? bagi aku senang. suke sorang je tak yah sesat larat nak nyimpan ramai-ramai dalam kepale. FLING ke CRUSH ke tak ape. hahah!

jadi even dah tak ade pape title. abes SPM... ni lagilah.. aku dash out gi balik asrama> amek satu glance mrLondon yang terakhir je. amek gambar pun aku tolak kayh. akibatnye?? gambar aku takde dalam majalah maktab, tajuk ... 'SPM 2008' mehhh xkesa un.. hahah!

okeh2 sambung... cam kate JUSTIN BIEBER.. "and i just cant believe my first love broke my heart for the first time." SUMPAH pastu hati kau sangat cautious tuk suke org lebey2. and then bak kate i di atas i memang S E T I A orangnye.. sebab mrLondon ade lah kononnye kate2 dekat2 kawan aku camni.. "takpe2 tunggu after SPM" mau tak happy??? Aku suke DIA  LAGI kot! MASE TULAHH. bukan sorg dua tapi beberape jugaklah. dah tu, MESTLAH aku tggu kann? DULU LAHH.

Mase plkn... mase asasi... n tu sebablah aku takdelah marah sangat dekat encik bulan kerana main-mainkan aku.. sebab aku pun wat testing. orang kate 'kolam air panas tak ley main terjun je kan' xnak melecur dua kali la. 
on the same time aku macam tulah, tak pernah serious~ duk tggu mrLondon. hurm... >.<

mase die g UK~ aku yang duk risau. chat-chat kat fb. selalu ikut update dia. orang kate hati perempuan kalau dah suka susah. pffft~ kunun2 tnye khabar UK padahal tanya khabar dia. *sungguh dungu!*

semua tu R U G I ... y?????

1. patutnye perasaan ni S U A M I je boleh dapat. insan yang berhak lagi halal. konpem konpem tak rugi nak cakap pape pun!

n yess. got to admit... aku rase semua ni sejak aku nampak gambar dia and seorang wanita. aishh. nak kena menerima TAMPARan baru sedar aku ni. satu je lah gambar tu. jadi MUNGKIN his gf MUNGKIN tidak. tapi... aku dah pun REMOVED friend kat fb~ oh yeah! 

well, peeps, kite kena move on okayh. bye mrLondon!!! it has been 4 years.. dalam bahasa cina 'mati'  okay maksudnye. so... bye.. 

nx time my heart is taken. dun worry it wont be you mrLondon :)

.MOVED ON.

.N O S T A L G I A.

ayuh- ayuh!!! go straight to the point...
remember her???>>>

raven symone

dont?? chey... my all time fav disney's original series (ooo yess as said b4 i'm in LOOOOVE with disney) she acted on...

THAT'S SO RAVEN
here's the future i can see~!

OMGGGG~~ i'm in love with her since sekolah rendah lagi! SAAANGAAT COOL okay~ wish i had a big sista like her!

and.. after a veryyyy long time, believe me J A R A N G sangat nampak dia sekarang. and just now I SAW HER!!! yippie yippie yeay!! :p as a guest star @ SONNY WITH A CHANCE (another disney's series. not bad lah. ngeee.)

starring DEMI LOVATO n friends.

and aku jadi cam orang gila jap tadi. even mama pun kate.. 'eyh, raven. da kurus ke???' =.=' yang penting even mama recognized her. aicecey. lepas rindu kat RAVENsymone. wahaha

yang lain takde lah rindu sangat cam citer ni>>

LIZZIE MCGUIRE

Sekarang dah HOTT cenggini dahh>>

HILARY DUFF <3

even si jejaka macho....

SHIA LaBEOUF

dulunya cenggini....

evenSTEVENs

sgt kelakar! 

and tengok series ok.. movie pun best jugaklah.

lihat betape terserlahnye muke shia labeouf ni~ KEANAK-ANAKAN

dalam TRANSFORMER... 

perghhh..

:p

nota bare foot:: abang kate 'owh ni keje kau eyk. cuti kaki sakit tengok tb. disney lak tuh'

chaits! nah ni tarian khas>>

tapi bler igt final ngan endocrine jadi camni...

bye-bye

MiSSing :')

heyy all. so, i was scrolling up and down. looking for new updates. but none. i'm getting all bored. A G A I N .
check out news feed.. banyaknyaa benda aku missed! i am sad alrite. :( but still, stay tough ummi. biasalah aku ignore je sume benda. hahah!

then suddenly, my ex-roomate called, syaz~ tone dia, uu mak ai. solemn gila. hurm. asking aku ok ke tak? mainly about my condition. camni je lah kan... and then i asked her, syaz baru tahu ke ni??? she said>

SEMUA ORANG TAHU AND TAK SABAR NAK TENGOK KEADAAN UMMI.

tak tahulah kalau hiperbola ke tak. ngeee. but one thing for sure. i did cry. it is sad alrite. i really wanted to be there with all my friends. it has been a week. weyh.. kucing beranak pun da boleh bangun esoknya weyh. haha!

i'm getting all nuts here! 

pastu someone revealed to her that aku injured balik dari beli barang rumah sukan. wah wah wah... i dont mind tapi takpe je. its not the cause pun. 

yang penting satu je. i'm getting all fed up just staying here. and I MISS MY FRIENDS  

:')

i do - COLBIE CALLAIT

hey all listen> tis is my current favourite song... <3 it <3 it <3 it!!!!

It's always been about me myself and I

If all relationships were nothing but a waste of time

I never wanted to be anybody's other half

I was happy to say that our love wouldn't last

That was the only way I knew to that you

You make we wanna say

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Cause every time before we spend like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I can live without it, I can let it go

Ooh, I did, I get myself into

You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,

Tell me is it only me

Do you feel the same?

You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games

I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down

You can trust and never feel it now

Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Cause every time before we spend like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I won't live without it, I won't let it go

Wooh Can I get myself into

You make we wanna say

Me a family, a house a family

Ooh, can we be a family?

And when I'm old and sit next to you.

And when we remember when we said

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Cause every time before we spend like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I won't live without it, I won't let it go

Just look at what we got ourselves into

You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,

Love you

heard tis song before???
yea.. its from their theme song
.fairytale couple. 

MakeOVER babeh!

hello evwybodeh! first, because of my injury, its like soo hard for me to move around. Apetah lagi nak SUNBATHING! hahaha.. merepeklah kan kulit dah cukup tan cenggini.

kalau cuti tiga hari aku rase hardly lah nak duduk sehari full kat umah. mesti nyongkit!! (wait upp. ape tu 'nyongkit'?? its berjalan2 ok. its perakian's dialek) tapi sekarang??? dah hampir seminggu. and my path>> bilik bawah ni, ruang tamu and toilet. dont even have the chance to see my lovely pink room..pfft pity me T___T

sememangnye bosanlah kann. jadi lihatlah ape yang terjadi... total make over atas my beloved blog! <3 terbaiklahh.. CHANNN x??? memang perasaanlah kan. biarlahh. am all bored! know that i should focus on my studies. yeah FINAL AROUND DA CORNER~  T___T nanges lagi. tapi2... in this condition studying is like very difficult. ea ummi sila salah kan condition! sungguh tidak baik :P tapi memang tak dapat focus~~ see.. i've tried ok.

so... hearder diatas sekali boleh di ubah suai dalam.. sini PICNIK. boleh terus ke collage or buat satu2 and gabungkan dalam collage.. ikot suke lahh. and for the cute background, can just click HERE... one thing for sure.. TONS of cute background. boleh rambang mate. but like i said in this post. choose something that makes you fall in love with it. see.. not so hard kan bler rambang mata.

okok~~ kenape saye memilih tema birdie?? kerane mereka sangat cumill! bulat2 je macam ayam cucuk~ malangnye ayam banyak kaler kuning. i tak bape sket ngn kuning ngee. but. i LOOVE spongebob! hahaha. and ade element biru. ye walaupun biru tu my former favourite colour. 'sparks' tu ade lagi. dushh2 >>>   gila dah aku ni. and pink mendominasi~ HAHAHAHA.. yeah itulah tema hidup! PINK!!! wakikiwakaka...

weeee ayam cucuk!!!

T R A G I C

hellooo all~ yes, itu je yang dapat gambarkan. serious. TRAGIC not MAGIC~ IF ITS MAGIC, i'll probably be in LONDON rite now~ uuh? *mmg xde kena mengena*

JAAAAAPPPP. ape yang menimpa aku??? saye jatuh motor~ sebab orang kate, if accident, berlanggar with org lain. ni sendiri2 je. jatoh lah kann?? WTE~

it all begun with a very fine day. a very happy day actually. :) ok.. antara mangsa-mangsanya >>

UMMI NAJLAA 

ANA MERCURY

actually, kitorang berdue ni kena beli barang utk rumah sukan. YUPPPP. bagi yang tahu pasal MEDIK OLIMPIK... kami rumah yang menang BESAR hari tu.., rumah HIJAU!!! (eh eh teriak pulak)

seriously, dont mind me. aku tak pergii pun event tuu!!! *nanges2*

so on da way balik tu aku pun gune jalan sek 2. sebab pintu sek7 tutup. because of the land slide. pffft.. 

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aku tak boleh pun cter ape yang jadi. sebenarnye. satu je yang pasti, its MY FAULT. coz i speed up utk naek bukit. untuk cerita banyak-banyak. SAYA MASIH TRAUMA.. think both of us felt the same thing. tak percaye tanye sini >> mercury tulis ...sorry.. so, few things yang i kesal..

1. deepestDEEPEST sorry to ana mercury. dia sangat takut untuk naik motor and i seriously think she'll never ever ride on a motorcycle again. i'm sorry ana. dahlah badan kecil. memang kesian. luckily i injured more than her. if not, my regret takkan habis sampai bila-bila.
2. motorcycle molly jugak.. sorry molly. habis patah satu telinga moto tu. but she's like so cool saying.. 'xpe trend sekarang moto xde side mirror.' hahahaha. ur the best gf! takpe, i ganti jugak k...
3. unable to join in the biggest event of MEDIC first year >> MEDIC OLYMPIC!!! ni memang sedih gila kot. because of my injury and my house kat rawang je. i HAVE to went back home. sampai rumah takyah cakap lah kena bebel. cuz i bagitau kat abang je and not my parents.. hey, my dad ade hypertension k~ dunt wanna give the big guy a shock. and i mmg turun tiap-tiap kali ade latihan. even rumah biru punya hal pun aku turun gak. DEDIKASI people. haha.
4. what more than my daily routine rite?? terganggu semua coz i cant stand straight. and dont talk about walking properly.. solat pun duduk atas kerusi. hurmm.. ujian semua ni. sabar je. after accident, alhamdulillah dapat jugak tidur dengan lena. tapi baru dua malam lah. sebelum2 tu. memang MENETESS AIR MATA! huuhu..mandi pun da Xnanges2 lagi. alhamdulillah. dressing up pun da cepat sikit. hehe. things started to get better as i'm able to adapt. its just that my feet bengkak tak habeshabes lagi. so memang sakit bler jalan. injury lain kalau nak ikutkan boleh tahan je da. ^^

okok... jum tgk gambar-gambar before and after. :p

before:muke ceria mercury :) 

and me.. :) on da same day yea.

lemah tapi tetap bergaye.. huhu.

my feet. bengkak kann?? urgh~ beza gila. =.='
so, memang good bye baby(heels and wedges) lah for few days/ weeks maybe. T__T

ok tats oll kot. gambar kecederaan yang lain tak boleh lah nak upload.

hope will get well soon. FINALL TEPI SIMPANG JEEE!!! TAKOOOOOOOOOOOOT~~

its ur day GIRLFRIEND~!!!

hey there all!!! ok. on the verge of PT. perlukah post ini ummi??? answer:perlu! why??? its her birthday>>>

SAFINI MAT ALI

okay... so its her bday.
pada hari ini.. i made a mistake by asking her>> BLER BDAY KAU???
it is a joke! OF COURSE~~ hello???
i'm twenty.. the only day that i'll ask that question is when i'm dead fini~
haha :)
consider today's post is for you, FINI :)

dear SA-PI-NIEEE>>

n her pout!

 when it comes to friendship. to me it bring such a BIGGG meaning. SERIOUSLY!

i treasure friendship most :)  u re my friend and between us there's FRIENDSHIP :)

meaning, i do treasure you! huhu.

sometimes, bile kite duduk and fikir.. boleh tak ingat balik bile kite mule kenal???

tapi dari bila bond tu mula ada?? 

until semalam... aku tengok cter jepun tajuknye from me to you.(nnt i bagi u k.. semlm u da tdo)

it says; ' friendship.. you just dont know when it starts. it just did'

touched tak??? pfffft. what ever rite?

haha. ingat tak aku selalu cakap.. aku suka kawan dengan orang yang jadi diri dia sendiri.

and you are one of them. and YES GF~ I LIKE YOU! huh~ there i say it... haha!

(wait.. if ade yang igt aku ni less. U JUST DONT UNDERSTAND FRIENDSHIP MAN!)

now, why i like you???

 you'll always make me happy! cuz... i'll be happy when i'm with you. and hey, trust me, its not that easy  to make me feel happy just by seeing you :)

and for that thank you much!!! 

you made me feel comfortable. thx for accepting me for who i am :)

we may not have the same interest.. same hobby... same fav colour(ni for sure lah kann)

and well there's a few thing that doesnt need an explaination.

but we did goes to SUPER SHOW 3 together :)

tolonglahh. beli tix je pon da cukup happy!!! :)

once again:: HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRIEND!!!

press here for spongebob song :)

 i hope we'll be a long last friend 

with full of barakah :)

hope you do too..

:)

note that:1. tis post is in mainly in english cuz malulah nk tulis in malay :p org kate mader tung   language  but xtra segan .hehehe

2. to kawan2 yang lain, xbermakne takde post bday anda anda berbeza. takk.. untuk setiap damsels.. i'll think of diff way to express my bday wishes :)

jangan mengeluh okayy. :)

hello there..! pergh. sekali kluar anwar hadi. lol! so, ade lagi 10 minits before kena mandi utk balik ke uitm. o yeahh. uitm babeh!

and oowh. nanti nak pergi celebrate bday abg. which is tomorow. beselah kan celebrate awal tu. :). my brother is going to turn 23 tis year.. congrats abang!!! lagi dua tahun boleh kawen. adooi. sapelah kakak ipar aku kan?? hukhukhuk. watever!

ni nak cter bout final yang dekat tepi simpang tu je. dekat gila enn??? i'm sure semua orang pun cakap takott. aku pon. tapi berat yang amatlah nak prepare. pffft! semua orang pun tak mahu kejadian sem lepas berulang kembali. semua nak cemerlang. yang dapat A+ tu ta tau. heeee. btw, walau nak final sem 2 da. congratz korang.

okay tinggal lagi satu module je. another one week urinary. pastu masuk endocrine. debar lah niiii. atoii. urinary nampak cam sket. tapi content. HAMMBBOOI~ tekuar bijik mate ni ha. tekezut nerve2 otak aku. ceitss.

so kat sini.. ayuhla kite menasihati satu same lainn. yerp. kawan-kawan. ayah saye selalu berkate,

we'll never knows what lies ahead. but if you choose to walk that road. bear with it. when you reach the bridge cross the bridge.

dear kawe2 yang disayangi. ayuh kite. berusaha!!!'

'minda yang cemerlang datang nye dari akal yang cerdas' -fadhilah kamsah. (dengan gaya yerr!)

daaaa sume. thx for the love!

*bajet disayangi..* 

wHAT A dAY

i mean seriously, what a dayyyy... okok.. actually hari ini bermula dengan gembiranya.. perfect je its like ...hahaha.. bermulanya after anta PO tadi. after quite a great day of BEL~ omg!!! aku puji BEL.. mane tak nye...

1. masuk kelas

2. anta PO

3.dengar dia membebel sket (tdo2 sket)

4. bace poem.

then orang yang lancar bace 2-2 poem boleh balik..

cakap sape yang tak suke abes BEL sejam awal????

then bermula lahh disaster!!!

oklah, to be exact bermula lepas beli Char KUey Teow.

 ni tengok2...

1. beli Char Kuey Teow... pastu apetah pekerja endon tu buat.

senget benget kuey teow aku.

sudah lah tu abes tumpah semua kuah char kuey teow tu.

2. jalanlah enn. nak balik bilik ni. excited la kunun nak mkn awal. 

pastu dalam aku asyik nak betulkan kedudukan char kuey teow tu.

tetibe nazurah and syara nampak air kuey teow tu menitik2... 

PLASTIC BOCOR!!! what the tuttt!!! nak je aku buang semua tuh..

tapi aku fikir UMMI JANGAN MEMBAZIR.

3. miserable gila rasa nak jalan dengan beg berat. fail ditangan.

 aku rase macam budak 10 tahun nak balik umah 2 km dari sekolah.

pfffffttt

4. ok dah makan da ni. dengan kuey teownye kembang. memang kembanglah tekak aku makan.

adoooiii. naseb mak aku ajar aku baik punye bab membazir. 

kalau tak kenyang da tong sampah kat Delima ni. chaaiittsss!

aku pun minum air... ntah MALAUN mane agaknye ngumpat aku.

bad timing sungguh. gatal tekak ok.

TERSEMBUR AIR... gila sakit!!!

basah bantal poluk aku.. hurm!

OMGGGG. 

terus selsema aku! 

 huh!!

tapi highlight sikitlah dekat sini... TADI I SENYUM KAT EncikOrangTua. 

hey, big deal okay.. first time senyum kat dia in public! haha

UMMI...AWWWW! ahaha

cutenyeCUTENYEcutenye

okayyy.. aside from my story nak cter sket.. even my friend pun had quite a bad day.

starting from her PO. i dun noe what happen but one thing for sure after printing disaster

nak edit pun tak boleh... 

dia kata hari ni dia kena BALA!!! 

wahahahahaha..

tapikan pkpk balik my 'naseb malang' mule after seeing her back at dc..

ADOIIII SYARA  ape yang kau pass kat aku ni????

pffft